Sitting alone.....

I am sitting alone on the terrace.......,
wishing for a fine chance,
looking at the moon,
and hoping to see you soon......

When I see at the moon so bright,
it makes me wonder " are you alright ?",
do I have right..??
to wish, to always have you always in my sight.....

It's such a beautiful night.....
which makes me wonder,
"will there be a day ever.....?!?"
when you would never let me go....
and hold me in your arms tight.....??!!!!

I know I dream a lot.....
that's only thing I have got....
I can always talk, laugh , see you in my dreams....
and call you whenever I seem.....

Am i stupid fool...??
to be hoping to pair up with a guy so cool.......,
I don't know why??....
when you are around my heart turns shy,
to avoid chasing you anywhere....
its try's its best to show " I don't care"....!!!

It hurts to care....,
when I know you never will think about me....,
for even a moment's spare...,
I guess I am drowning in the sea....
where i will have to learn to breathe....,
because you are not coming to retrieve me..........

Sometimes u notice me,
that makes me want to fly like a bee....
but you comment as a friend,
and that's how my topic ends....
So , I am sitting alone,
and wondering about the guy to whom I belong....
and to be in his arms is what I always long.....